Wednesday, April 21, 2010

What next?

Another trip tomorrow to go visit M. We will see what this brings.
We have not heard much in the way of how she is fairing, but again, no news is good news.
We get letters and cards from her and she seems happy. She is working the program and trying to get better. Only time will tell.
Her letters tell us of fellow roommates who have left and started using again, another one who tried to jump of the roof of the place, etc. Makes me wonder what the heck is going on inside M's head and whether she truly is ok.

I had a mild panic attack two nights ago realizing that we only have 30 days to go of the original 90. 90 seemed so far away and 30 seems like tomorrow. I am terrified of what this brings and what it means for M.

Hopefully we will come home with some clear answers.

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